today is terrible sad!!

taday is terrible sad!!
today i happen so many thing,already quite 气!!
u say dont disturb u again,u are bz!!!
well,maybe i should let go u!!!
most sad is,u say dont disturb u!!!

i know i am not handsome guy,not girl even want see me!
i know i am not a clever guy,no girl even want care about me!
i know i am not a rich guy is a poor guy,no girl even interested me!

well well well,maybe my destiny is be monk either lonely whole life!
20year old already,no even have lover before!!
do i bad? do i very ugly????
other more bad,ugly,poor,lazy,bad temper than me person still have lover,why i dint have!!
do i like wrong girl???
do my destiny,my couple is not girl???
damn,all negative thinking!!

maybe i should continue my song~

i am is a ugly guy,no girl even want love me,
ever girl see me will running far far away yo。
isn't my destiny is loney life lonely guy!
why my life will so loney so lonely so lonely....