today damn unhappy!!

25june2009!!!
today is saturday,school want take report-card
so no have activity but i join persatuan(karateh) want training...
so i got go training,and i planing dun want take report-card(last year i also not take)
go take equal give teacher shot my bad thing only..
atlass i also decide tell my parent last night...
go take la,dont want any trouble..
but why i so stupid,before had learn already 'treat people peace,that people will not peace it'
after training karateh , i call my brother with me go class take...
damn mr.cheng at there shot me,shot until gai gai...(damn hate him!!)
all discipline teacher sucker...
mr.cheng is form3 discipline teacher,when i form 3 he also coward not brave touch last few class student,and just now bully first few class student....damn not fair!!
mr.gan(super duper hate him,go die better him) form 5 discipline teacher..
he also lan sai 1,just will use knife cut first few class student..
around march either early.i got quarrel with him..
and then he ear got problem say i want destroy he beautiful car! (lan la,i where got say i want!! IDIOT HIM)
he got demerit me 15 marks...(asshole la him)
after i take report-card,i immediately go find him...(tidak puas hati ma)
when talk with him that happen,after quarrel with him(my behave also not good)
pn.lim(副校长），say me not respect teacher...(like that thing still can respect?)
always not fail to me,and last few class student damn so like disturb me
give discipline teacher know also useless,they still can nothing happen!!
lansai smk bagan jaya la...
and then ANG LU HONG(PIBG KETUA) also come...
wow,today geng ar me...face 3 adult and quarrel with them!!
GO DIE LA YOU ALL!! DAMN SUCKER!!!!

the lan pn lim say want kick me out school..
kick lo...no means need graduate form 5 cert still can find work..
just only work more difficult job and low salary only...
cannot have future better life only...
cannot give daily bread wife, go do mount lo...(now i also very lonely la)

after back home...
nothing say,just eat lunch then nothing tell to my parent and brother
because they dunno i quarrel with teacher ~~
seeing my grandmother healthy 1day worse than 1 day...
see after my heath also hurt!!
before my grandmother still can walk ,eat and can recognize use...
now cannot walk,eat will always vomit and cannot recognize use already!!
my mum say,my grandmother life cannot less longer already...
think back my grandmother before stroke,
her was so strong,help my family and me prepare many thing...
always coke food let us eat,now cannot eat already!!(hope can eat again)
why people will lose 1 thing still know how to treasure it

so many unhappy thing happen,
do thing finish,then go my room sleep...
sleep until 6pm still woke up!!
after woke up,reply all my email and msn and frienster...
then go dinner,after dinner my brother go out..
so use his laptop play online game steps(dancing game)
today i play that game give me best record..
playing couple mode i had get 22charm..(is my best record)
very happy..but only when playing only...
play quite long lo...(crazy jor)
8pm-2am....(really crazy leh) eye damn pain and headache
when my brother back, i still off~~
after finish playing,will think back unhappy thing..
so just only hear song cope my self only!!!!

english club visit event~~

today morning i had join my school English club visit event!
today is got class, because got english club event so no need go class~~
8:30 am the bus come,then fetch us go seberang jaya library(6 year not go already)
that library is when i primary school,my parent always take me go..
when at secondary school no go already..
today go see...
wow...change alot already... rule also change alot alot...
after visit seberang jaya library( dunno what time)
then go to nspt(at prai), that company is making english and melay news paper..
at there learn quite many thing...
news paper before 3am need done lo...( now know only)
and want make a news paper,need alot of work and dangerous...
news paper only allow print 4 colour only: yellow,red,blue and black..

after visit finish,back school around 12pm!..
i got teach my friend ride bicycle, my friend and me got play him( damn bad hor)
today he not bad!!
can tahan 1 and half hour..better than last week 1 hour ...
he no need tahan longer, i not so much time to lend him bicycle and teach him!!
tomorrow want take report-card...
i not inform my parent, because dont want give teacher say my bad thing~~
hope nothing happen,i not call parent go..
but i already know 100% will got happen~~
haiz..next tuesday exam already...
i still haven't study!! ( die lo!!)

my class uniform~~

yesterday internet sot sot again!!
cannot online!
yesterday i had get my class uniform already!
stupid me, before take M side..
damn la, so small...
hope i can change with my classmate..
he body side small no need wear L side..
but he say he think first...

beautiful ma?

few day no online!

few day cannot online, the internet problem lo..
online loading damn slow, no patient wait, so no online..
i will got join the competition ride bicycle on August 16... (cant win 1,just join for fun)
on friday i already pass up the form..
my friend also want join,but he dunno how ride and no have bicycle...
crazy oh, and he call me teach him...
he give excuse help him,he say he no join the competition.he soon want test motor,dunno how ride bicycle will hard ride motor.See him like that i on friday after school 12:45pm teach him until 1:45pm..
1 hour only,he cannot tahan jor....HAHA~~
before he say,he can ride many many hour..(bullshit)
not bad la him, teach him awhile only he can sit 2 roda bicycle already!

saturday, i got go the 日本鬼节。。。
but i and friend early go, because i want interview a pc fair job..
before we plant 2pm start go, my damn friend delay and delay..
3pm++ still start go,we ride bus go so will use many time..
arrive prigimall already 4:24pm already...i cant interview already!
because that shop 4:30pm close! damn him let me cant interview..
but i not let him know, just say cant find the shop only...
at there shopping i had bought a DVD X-MEN4,bought the dvd damn not good 1...
my father say me only, i not always go penang cannot bought thing at penang..
ya lo, my father say right...i am damn stupid...
after go shopping finish,we go eat steamboat...
my friend say there food will very delicious and very famous..
food just normal only la...let him bullshit again!!

eat lo eat lo..eat around got 45min++..
let us late go 日本鬼节,around 9pm still arrive there...
around 10pm finish lo...
saturday go penang not really fun leh...
not learn and reward any thing!!

erm.. logic ma?

couple love~~

handsome guy with pretty girl =Prefect love
handsome guy with ugly girl=True love
ugly guy with pretty girl=Cheat love
ugly guy with ugly girl = NO CHOICE~~

haha..logic ma?
i should go which 1 leh??
i am not handsome guy..
go to last 2 line lo..
hopping i can in the 3rd line~~

i think i become otaku(宅男） already

today whole day raining..
make the internet line damn so slow!!
i think i this year become otaku(宅男） already..
every day stay at home only..
except monday-friday morning go school and monday 3pm-4:30pm tuition only..
wow wow wow..really is otaku(宅男）...
last year either last last year..
saturday and sunday got part time job to do..
if not job do, then go out play..(play more then work~~)
this year ar, no have part time job do..
economy not good and want face spm,so not find lo..
parent also encourage me dont want do...
haiz i at home also not study la,but if i do part time job monday go school will tired lo..
this year saturday and sunday damn free, i also not go out play..
i rather face computer online( not play online game) just play msn ,fs,facebook either other
play computer boring,then go sleep lo...(become big pig already)

i think i not go out problem is..
before i got job to do(got$$), so can go out play..
now not have job to do= no money..
no money= no talk become no money no talk...
no money no talk= cannot go out..
connot go out= just can only stay at home{ become otaku(宅男）}
just can stay at home= nothing to do
at home nothing to do=got computer sure use la(if not use stupid lo)
use too much computer sure can boring ma=boring already go sleep lo..
always sleep become big pig lo!!

malaysia still can boleh??

omg, see the news math and science wan change to melay..
crazy meh!! after secondary sch collage and work all is English, where got melay !
all country is will upgrade, why melaysia cannot upgrade will drop grade!!
however my English also bad, but my melay super bad!! ~~
faint la u,melaysia!!


有一天abdural总统不小心掉到水沟里了.恰好有三个小孩经过,

　　　　abduaral总统就对他们说:如果你们救我起来我就给你们每人一个愿望

　　　　第一个小孩就说他要一辆脚踏车.

　　　　第二个小孩就说他要一个棒球手套.

　　　　第三个小孩想了很久说他要一台轮椅.

　　 abdular总统心里就觉得很奇怪手脚好好的为什麽需要轮椅呢?

　　　　就问第三个小孩说:「你为什麽要轮椅呢?」

　　　　第三个小孩就说:「

如果我爸知道我救你起来会把我的腿打断

我真的很佩服和感动这对情侣 ！

这封信是我干姐姐发送给我的。。。
我看了，真的很佩服和感动。。。！

这是一位17岁女生刻骨铭心的爱情创作...

没有人知道这女孩的名字...

但确认的是她已经死了...

有一对感情非常好的小情侣...

双方家长都很满意对方...

准备大学毕业就结婚...

但是正当高三学校体检...

验出女孩血蛋白有异常...

之后去医院检查...

证实患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病....

那种病越严重皮肤就越嫩...

最后会因为皮肤太嫩..

而承受不了肌肉和血管的压力而撑裂...

虽然没得医...

但男生和双方家长都要求女生住院...

就算没得医也尽量活得长些...

当医生确定她最多只剩一年命后...

女孩并没有被恐惧笼罩着...

而是天天陪男友和家人......

散散步和看日落日出....

然后开始写日记...

努力把过去的每一天都记录下来...

当女生写到某一次和男友出街的详情时...

女生发觉自己笔下的文字...

绝大多都是和男友的点点滴滴...

包括一起经历的事...

男生已经成为她生命中不可缺少的一部分...

于是她决定留一份礼物给他.....

几个星期后...

曲作好了,词也填好了...

于是就叫朋友帮忙录歌...

已经病入膏亡的女生...

喉咙和皮肤一用大力就会出血...

但是她还是坚持自己唱...

当歌录出来之后...

她竟然要求使用安乐死...

这是她早就打算好的想法...

当女生将要离开人世时...

她对男生说了一句话...

"再都看不到日出啦! 但是我不怕,因为有你陪我挨着"我爱你.......

由于女生最喜欢的是日出...

所以男生就走遍所有可以看到日出的地方...

把所有的日出都送给死去的最爱...

2008年年头....

男生失足堕山...

尸体被发现时已经腐烂不堪....

但是照片里的朝阳充满温暖....

安息吧...愿他俩来世可以再续前缘....

歌曲:最后一次

歌词:

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你

在此,我希望大家可以珍惜眼前人。。。

这位女生真开朗。。我们应该多多学习她的开朗性格。。

谁要那首歌，告诉我，我发送给你。。。！！

friend say me is otaku(宅男), do i am?

friend say me is otaku(宅男), do i am?...
i think is lo...now, just always stay at home no go out...
before still always got go exercise, working,go out with friend..
now all no do le!!(go out with friend and exercise still got,but less do le)
maybe because no money le, all cut cut cut
economy not good + now got H1N1...
aware go out better..~.~

erm, my excuse suitable ma??
haiz..dunno why so like stay home to sleep..(become pig pig le)
sometime friend call me go out, i rather sleep also dont want go out with them...
i think is this reason,make my friend say i am otaku(宅男)...
my another friend tell me, if people say you otaku(宅男) means is acclaim you..
do he is crazy or true??

sick le...5days eh!!

wow..i sick le!!
5 days eh!! fun??
not really, if sick more longer want see doctor lo!
lucky already recover, quite scared been H1N1(do spelling correct?)
actually H1N1 can cure , why so many people scared include me!
hm..this 5 day i take sick advantage to relax...(actually normal everyday i also relax leh!)
4day no go school ( damn lazy me )also because dont want give people say gossip!!
also use this 5 day to see dvd movie...
hehe, damn lazy no study also...

haiz..cannot like that lo...
now i am recover le..
my white blood cell army already defeat the bacteria army
july 28 exam again!! cannot lazy any more leh..
and 4 month more want face dangerous spm le...
if i still like that, how i want further my future road!!
i need same as my white blood cell,
raise up the army to protect my body..
i should raise up confident to study and make my mind memories the book!!!