today damn unhappy!!

25june2009!!!
today is saturday,school want take report-card
so no have activity but i join persatuan(karateh) want training...
so i got go training,and i planing dun want take report-card(last year i also not take)
go take equal give teacher shot my bad thing only..
atlass i also decide tell my parent last night...
go take la,dont want any trouble..
but why i so stupid,before had learn already 'treat people peace,that people will not peace it'
after training karateh , i call my brother with me go class take...
damn mr.cheng at there shot me,shot until gai gai...(damn hate him!!)
all discipline teacher sucker...
mr.cheng is form3 discipline teacher,when i form 3 he also coward not brave touch last few class student,and just now bully first few class student....damn not fair!!
mr.gan(super duper hate him,go die better him) form 5 discipline teacher..
he also lan sai 1,just will use knife cut first few class student..
around march either early.i got quarrel with him..
and then he ear got problem say i want destroy he beautiful car! (lan la,i where got say i want!! IDIOT HIM)
he got demerit me 15 marks...(asshole la him)
after i take report-card,i immediately go find him...(tidak puas hati ma)
when talk with him that happen,after quarrel with him(my behave also not good)
pn.lim(副校长），say me not respect teacher...(like that thing still can respect?)
always not fail to me,and last few class student damn so like disturb me
give discipline teacher know also useless,they still can nothing happen!!
lansai smk bagan jaya la...
and then ANG LU HONG(PIBG KETUA) also come...
wow,today geng ar me...face 3 adult and quarrel with them!!
GO DIE LA YOU ALL!! DAMN SUCKER!!!!

the lan pn lim say want kick me out school..
kick lo...no means need graduate form 5 cert still can find work..
just only work more difficult job and low salary only...
cannot have future better life only...
cannot give daily bread wife, go do mount lo...(now i also very lonely la)

after back home...
nothing say,just eat lunch then nothing tell to my parent and brother
because they dunno i quarrel with teacher ~~
seeing my grandmother healthy 1day worse than 1 day...
see after my heath also hurt!!
before my grandmother still can walk ,eat and can recognize use...
now cannot walk,eat will always vomit and cannot recognize use already!!
my mum say,my grandmother life cannot less longer already...
think back my grandmother before stroke,
her was so strong,help my family and me prepare many thing...
always coke food let us eat,now cannot eat already!!(hope can eat again)
why people will lose 1 thing still know how to treasure it

so many unhappy thing happen,
do thing finish,then go my room sleep...
sleep until 6pm still woke up!!
after woke up,reply all my email and msn and frienster...
then go dinner,after dinner my brother go out..
so use his laptop play online game steps(dancing game)
today i play that game give me best record..
playing couple mode i had get 22charm..(is my best record)
very happy..but only when playing only...
play quite long lo...(crazy jor)
8pm-2am....(really crazy leh) eye damn pain and headache
when my brother back, i still off~~
after finish playing,will think back unhappy thing..
so just only hear song cope my self only!!!!