2009 years i already 18 years old! study form 5( got study remove) this year will exam spm!
today is first day of 2009! thinking back when i 12 years old...my upsr bm essay fail so wanna study remove( really wasted 1 year) when the holiday i got do a part time job, per week do 1 days only( that job was my first time job and is not worth job i do!) form 7am do unil 3pm jz rm 10 only...
in 1 sunday i go to there work,and i also had already get the upsr result.My sister also got work at there too..and then my sister friend ask me,how about my upsr result? i tell her...and then her knw my bm essay fail,so her ask ur bm essay fail so need study remove ,right? then i say yes, her means that i wan wasted 1 year!( i am not very happy,maybe i small gas) so i have a childist answer her study remove only got a big deal?Then her scold me back, ur sis and bro not study remove you got, u not embarrassment? ( that time i really embarrassment) then my mum dont wan me wasted 1 year, her say wan try to apply dont let me study remove( i say my mum back,study remove have a big deal, need to so trouble?)that time i think my mum was so sad when i say that word! :( i think my mum got try to apply , but is fail! so i got study remove!!! study remove year i am just playing only never got study!when i 13,14,15 years old my body side will quite small, so many people like to bully me( hate that!!)
so when i form 3 (16 years old) i wan to stop people bully me again, and wan show off to let them knw i will never give whos was before bully me to bully me again! When they wan bully me, i will quarrel or argue more serious will fighting. I remember when i form 3 thats year i got fight with school sudent got 7 time! ( damn so much)
and my pmr result also not good..even is not fail but not have A!!
when i form 4( last year) i got annoy wanted to in what class,should i in science strem or account?But atlass i in science strem(but was quite late,when i in the science strem already february)why i wan in science strem( so hard to study!)because my family support,study science strem when grow up can get a better job!(But i get many fail! cant catch up!) And i also wan to stop my stubborn behave, so i will always to control when i wan quarrel with people! But i fail, when that guy come to disturb me,peli me either what wan doing me angry...i just can endure once or second time only, when the third i cant time endure any more! Actually, last year i just quarrel once time only( not bad), but i hate my school teacher name pn.lim[ penolong kanan (hem) ] because when that time i quarrel with that guy, i felt the pn.lim is support him, is helping him...when i form 4 that year i will not hear her say what, and also anti her! hm...do i do that is right? should i 2009 wan anti her again? do i can let go all of my revenge? And now important is study good( get a good result of spm!) i hopping all i can do><
before i am doing many wrong,hope this year don't wan do any wrong again! regret is useless!
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